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What orWho isGod in your opinion? asked an excogitating engineer

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What or Who is God in your opinion? asked an excogitating engineer

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The following article is in response to a question put by an excognitatingengineer@gmail.com at 7.01 p.m. on Aug.1, 2011

These words are in reply to the question he put. 


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what or who God is – here is my humble opinion.  I feel I am there in this body; but I do not know where I am in this body.  If the hands, legs, thighs, ears eyes and nose, and teeth etc. are removed; I may be still there  If the heart is replaced by another heart, I may still be there.
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 It is not understandable what I am. Some people say that every 7-yearall your cells are replaced … that every seven years your “body chemistry” changes, making you susceptible to new allergies.  It is believed that hemoglobin dies in four months giving place to newer ones.  Blood, changing, flesh changing, even teeth and bones undergoing both the process catabolism and anabolism.  Though not synchronized, mind and reason are subjected to incessant changes.  Here are the pictures of Gloria Stuart, the Actress of  `Titanic`.

We cannot say what is true. Major particles of life are undergoing changes every second; otherwise the young people would not wither out day after day.  This changing

material cannot be “I”.  The changing ego cannot be “I”.  

Though unknowingly, every one of us seems to be in search of oneself.

The contents of the human body are somewhat analogical to a river whose water is perennially changing.  Standing on the bank of the river we never realize that the contents of the river are ever engaged in the process of change.  Its banks too are subjected to changes with the passage of time.

Look at the globe.  Every second approximately one hundred persons are leaving their bodies and approximately an equal number appears as newly born ones with an unknown destiny.  The sick and the healthy, the weak and the strong, the rich and the poor, the rulers and the humble ones and high or low – all are subjected to the eternal process of death.

In this ever-changing world it is difficult to understand where the “I” is.

The inner thoughts are changing at every moment. 

If we sit for a while with our eyes closed, and observe what we are speaking and listening to, simultaneously also taking a note of who or what we are looking at.  I may find myself planning what I shall talk to my boss so that he feels flattered and pleased.  Hoarding money and buying a new comfortable house where I shall be welcoming my friends who will then be respecting and loving me more than ever. They will talk about me.  But I may fall short of money.  I will go to mother who will help me with money.  But my mother loves my younger sister more, who will prevent mom from helping me. I am sure of my dad.  I shall say, “Dad, I have done so much because of you.  But for your help I shall be in a miserable condition in my life.”  Dad will say, “Don’t worry,  Joseph,  you will get every help” My boyfriend was saying,”Michelle,,  when are you moving in with me?”   Next month  I will get job.  My employer is a director general.  He seems pleased with me in every way.  He can create any job for me.     Once I am having full time job, I shall tell Joseph to marry me, otherwise I shall say that I will marry another boy friend.   According to the Tarot Astrologer I will get also a very good house.  


When I have a good house, men will be after me.  Job, money house – what more will these boy friends have!  Everybody says I am very pretty. Donald was saying that I could easily win “Miss Country Contest”. 

 Dear readers, it is flow of mind, never stopping.  One thing or the other is always there.   Let me ask myself. Am I having an  ever changing mind or a stable mind.?  or  I am somewhere else?.  The house, the boss, the job, the boss, the bride or employee, what am I thinking of? r

 Getting married I shall start dreaming of a baby.  Where is the location of  `”I”.   It is me but `”Me” is not visible or understandable.  Unless we break away from ego, sex and greed, this non-stop voice and scenes or sights will continue to play within ourselves.  The internal audiovisual media are always at play.

 If we want to know ourselves, we will have to get rid of all the desires.  I or Me is wrapped up in desires.  The moment desires are gone, the mind will evaporate as though it never existed.   Then and then alone we may find our answers.  How and who can get freedom from desires?

We are slaves in the kingdom of desires. Perhaps in that stage of freedom we may feel that we are in everybody; everybody and everything is within us.  Nothing will be understandable as long as the ego along with its  multiple branches in form of desires does not disappear.

The discussion may go  very long and boring.  The eyes can only see but not hear.  The ears can only hear but not see.   The tongue can create sound but not see or hear. The body and skin can only touch or hug or embrace but can neither see nor hear.  The nose can only smell and can report nothing else.

Our mind is the recorder of all these five reporters.  Its job is to record and keep playing in the background without any interval. The memory of the records makes the mind analyse what is good or bad, favourable or unfavourable. If eyes cannot hear, ears cannot see, nose cannot taste; how can we expect the imprisoned mind to see God!!!  It may imply that we need to go beyond mind.  The mind need not have its existence.  Perhaps it is a formidable barrier.


The thoughts are also ever changing.  They may appear identical but are never the same.  The current of thoughts is also uninterrupted.  If this is the state of affairs with the physical as well as the mental body, who is ‘I’?  One knows ‘I’ through the thoughts only.  If the current of thoughts were to stop, what one recognizes, as ‘I’ would no longer be there.  The indefinable entity that stays ever unchanged and is just the observer of these changes through the thoughts, which do not have any existence, is GOD. 

Who among us wants to see God; we are all afraid of  losing our existence.  I need to keep quiet; I have been too loquacious. Please read this post as my humble submission.LIKE THIS:

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What is or Who is God?

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What  or Who is God?

Nobody can tell  us what God is or who God is .  If we believe there is God, God alone can help us know what He is.   All others are more or less like  us; they cannot tell us anything that will enable us to get the last answer.  The best answer is “Ask Him”.  In other words, Pray to Him”. Prayer is nothing but a call from our heart.  A child cries, ” Mom, where are you?”  We all are happy playing with the toys. Everyone of us is at play with the numerous toys. The dollar, the Euro, the GBP etc., trying to dominate overall of us or some of us  to enjoy the bloated ego, the girlfriend, the boyfriend, the wife, the husband, things like pizza, the dessert, the chiken, the barbecue and a numerous cuisine – – there are countless things to keep us engaged with.

We are the children who do not need the mother but like just the the toys. If we lose one toy,we may struggle and suffer for the half our life or even whole of our life, sometimes.  Seemingly, none of us needs to know what or who God is. We get addicted to toys so much that we never have time to think of our mother,  our Creator,our poor God.

When I was a three-four year old baby, I asked my eldest sister (16-17), “where have I come from?”  She raised her finger towards the starry sky and said,”God has sent you”.  She was successful in shutting up my mouth so much so that I never questioned again and lost the whole life  in running after the toys that only eluded me.

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Why not Girls Program first? God later – – –

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WHY NOT GIRLS PROGRAM FIRST? GOD LATER – – –

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 Let us  not forget that the roses that bloom have to fade.  Whether or not we choose God’s program. we have to get old and die. If you are a girl, you choose boys program; if you are a boy you  choose girls program.. It is how Mother Nature runs the creation – making and destroying..  Unfortunately the power of illusion drags even the worthiest lovers or devotees of God to have themselves coaxed into indulging into the machine of creation.  Escape may be an isolated example.

We may think and we do think that if we pick up up the libido-based love program, we will be satisfied and never miss it while  engaged in God’s  program at a later stage.

Most of us do not even think for a moment that there could be somepower operating all the known and unknown powers. A simple look at an attractive girl can send a thrill into every part of our body.  When I was a young student at University, I thought that this phenomenon will last only as long as it is out of experience. The day the unfulfilled desires are accomplished, it would no longer come into being.  In India, the society permitted nobody to talk even a single word pertaining to sex in those pre-television era and more so prior to fully forceful cinema era..   Even couples were not visible together even on the roads.
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Around 1970, when I was a student, I asked a respectable motherly woman (55) “Do the old men lose all the attraction towards women.”   “No!  No young woman will let them get closer to them”, was her firm reply.

“What about the women?”, I asked further.  She was quite stunned and shy. I repeated twice thrice. “why do you not speak?”   “Similar is the condition, no difference”, she had to reply. Almost three decades later (when I did cost-free Astrology), a 79 year old woman contacted me for getting information about her future. She asked me if she would get a boy-friend.   I replied “Yes”.  “Will he love sex?” was her next question.  I replied, ”Yes”.

Later I realized  myself to be ignorant. It is an eternal and immortal force.  Those who are capable of developing their willingness to escape this force of libido, do manage to have the divine feelings seated in their hearts.  Writing any longer would go out of scope of this article. Nevertheless, hints are embedded.

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